Billets comportant le tag Believe.

Gotta love these athletes coming out and giving God the glory. #notashamed

Go Gabby!!

She was awesome though.

Pretty much a summary of #mylife a lot lately. (Pris avec Instagram)

God has a plan for me….

On July 19th, 2010 I was checking my email and saw something from Hunter college admississions. I opened it, and on the top it read:

Fall 2010

Dear Chante,

It is a great pleasure to inform you that you have been admitted for the Fall 2010 semester as an undergraduate student.

Wait….what? There must be some mistake. Am I dreaming? I read it again. Was I really just accepted to Hunter College as student? HOW?

I was attending University of Hartford as a freshman from September 2009 until May 2010. I absolutely loved it there. The independence, the freedom, my schedule, my friends, all of it. I was a Biology/ Pre-Med major. I was proud to tell others that I was going to UHart. I enjoyed being away from my parents. God knows I needed time away from them. Finally, no one could tell me what I could and couldn’t do. I don’t get many opportunities do to anything when I am home. But I guess I couldn’t handle all that freedom (because I wasn’t used to it), and ended up doing poorly in my academics. My priorities weren’t straight. I didn’t do well first semester, and I went back for the second semester hoping to do well and failed.

My parents decided it was best for me not to go back to Hartford. I was devastated. Now the major problem was finding a school for me to go to for the Fall. So, I applied to CUNYs. Poo. I was never really a fan of CUNY schools. Up to this day, I’m not entirely sure why. First on my list of schools was Hunter. Why I did that? Not sure. I KNEW I wasn’t going to get in with my GPA. And I applied to other top CUNYs, knowing I wasn’t going to get in. My father took me to a school in NJ to take a test for there Nursing program and apply there. I passed the test. I knew I didn’t want to go there. The school was mostly for adults continuing their education. -_- And I didn’t want to do Nursing. I thought my life was over and that I was officially a failure. 

Then a week later, I receive that email from Hunter saying that I’ve been accepted. I couldn’t believe it. What? How? It must have been God. He didn’t want me to go back to Hartford. If I had stayed there, I don’t know what would have became of me. I’m reminded everyday that I am not alone and He is with me. Now I’m just asking Him to lead me in the path which He wants to go. I don’t want to be a nurse. I want to be a doctor, but right now, I’m sure exactly what I want to professionalize in. I’m sure he’ll tell me…..